The Non Dead - Animated Thought

My transitional animations just try to enhance the self-contained power of a still image by adding to it a little motion and emotion... Turn ON the volume. ♫

"I am the one who is called the Non Dead,
but, what am I?, not dead?, or not alive?...
well, it doesn't really matter what I am now,
what it matters, is what I am not anymore...

It wasn't my choice to be this way,
the "Destiny" has decided everything for me
without even asking me a thing...
I was only the spectator of my own tragedy.

Why am I the way I am now?,
"Life" cruelly killed all those I loved...
and to take away all my frustration
rivers of tears weren't enough...

After feel all that injustice over me,
and with pure anger devouring my soul,
it was then when I've made my mistake...
I've disowned of life... and of God...

Then, the God himself cursed me,
and He ripped my soul away from me,
my good emotions simply disappeared...
my "life" was not life anymore.

Now, I feed from others life,
with a hunger that never ends...
an eternity on a nonsense emptiness,
an eternity on a hollow existence...

Stinging pain is on me since I'm not alive,
and it doesn't matter if I want to try to escape,
because time itself is my cruel executioner,
keeping me behind the walls of loneliness...

The endless suffering is burning my mind
since my heart stopped beating inside of me...
I can't go back to recover my dreams
and I can't wake up from this Hell...

I don't know how to set me free...
and everything that surrounds me,
make me want to leave this "no life"...
but I can't make justice for myself...

God, You made me a dead on life as a punishment,
and You said that it was for my sin against you,
but You're wrong... when You took my Family's life,
You've done that everything died within me...

How can I be guilty as charged?,
how come You are the one who punish?,
because, weren't You the one who made
all the things that made me fall on the sin?...

If You've decided always for me,
and if You've made me what I am now,
I think that at least I deserve,
the courtesy of being heard...

Why have You done this to me?,
do I really deserve this misery?...
it seems You're just mocking me,
and from a God no one deserves that...

How can I mend up my mistake?,
how can I undo what it is done?...
can I ask You for a favor then?,
please God!, would You kill me?...

I'm coming to you my beloved ones..."

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Dedicated to my lovely Lou Avec tout mon amour  



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Yoshiki

Finally, this is the last work that was pending on this style... there'll be no more of this kind...